http://jonie.blogdrive.com/ B-L-A-H Mon, 04 Dec 2006 21:20:01 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/117.html Tue, 05 Dec 2006 04:22:13 GMT 聽到Wendy入院﹐真的有點擔心。但近來聽到這個Auntie有事﹐那個Auntie有病﹐或其他某某人有什麼不如意的﹐就懂得更興幸我們家裡每人都健康。或許因為媽媽曾經有病﹐我們絕對明白和清楚記得家裡多了一個病人自然對大家帶來無形的壓力。其實生離死別本來就是最自然的﹐但因為我們對人生的執著令我們對這生命的自然定律變得不甘心。又或者是因為人類不斷的進步﹐令我們對很多人和事都放不下﹐令我們對一切一切都變得更有要求。 做戲的時候﹐有人會浪漫的問彩虹的盡頭是什麼。而每每都有人會問﹐人生的盡頭又是什麼--... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=117 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/116.html Thu, 09 Nov 2006 05:44:11 GMT I've been trying to put my schedule together for next semester, and I am really starting to feel that it is all going to happen... that I am really going into Nursing. When I look back to the last few years, beginning from grade 11, it's almost like a big joke, like I am just going back and forth with all of this. I love the recreation field, and I am so proud to be in the field, but many people wonder, like helen asked, why would I give it up when I have such a passion for it? But to me, I am not giving anything up. It is precisely because I fully understand what recreation is about, I know... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=116 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/114.html Sun, 30 Jul 2006 07:05:33 GMT Well... this was obviously a post expected to come, yet one of those that I don't even know where to begin. I spent almost 3 months away from home... no, it really wasn't a long period of time, but enough to open my eyes just a little more. I have tried begin writing this entry quite a few times but ended up deleting all of it... why? Possibly because I cannot possibly put what I experienced these past three months in words... I cannot even begin to put in words what a difference the past three months have made in my life. No, I cannot say I came back a different person... but I think I... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=114 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/113.html Fri, 21 Apr 2006 05:53:04 GMT after i finally finished my exams and things, i was expecting this huge sense of relief. but instead, i feel weighed down by this huge sense of... stress and pressure... this need to scream and cry. like i want to scream right now and i want to bawl my eyes out for some reason. i feel even more tired than before my exams. i guess this was kinda expected... i was so stretched and tensed for so long... but now without work and school and cadets and all that stuff all of a sudden, i just feel like... *flop* my mom was telling me all these things about the trip and how to behave and all that... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=113 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/111.html Tue, 14 Mar 2006 07:03:59 GMT i love my mommy <3 this is another very apparent and obvious change I have seen myself go through in the past year, becoming so much more attached to my family, especially my mom. I think this began when my parents have become very supportive with me going into college, and when my dad kept assuring me that he will support me whatever decision I made regarding post secondary as long as it was something I wanted to do. That meant the world to me, to get their approval. I decided early in grade 12 that there was no way I would go into universities. Surely I knew I would get accepted if I... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=111 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/110.html Sun, 26 Feb 2006 05:29:01 GMT i find that present buying has come to be such a chore for me... especially for my peer friends. kids are easy to buy presents for... toys, candies, chocolates... etc. older people you just get food for them. but people in our age group... what the heck do you buy for them, unless you know exactly what they want. me and mom were talking about this, and we figured that one of the reasons why buying presents for people is so hard nowadays is that people have too much. people have everything that they need... and so much more, and everything else they want more of are probably not things you... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=110 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/109.html Tue, 07 Feb 2006 20:45:00 GMT so i have been giving a lot of thoughts as to what i want to do for my summer this year. the more i "grow up" the more often i remind myself that i cannot and don't want to waste any time. it isn't until this year that i look back and feel like i have "wasted" the last 17 years of my life. no, not that i have done nothing with my 17 years, but there are only a handful of things that when i look back, i truly feel that it was worthwhile, that my time was well spent. while thinking about my summer, a lot of options came up. a lot of things that i want to do, a lot of things that i don't want... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=109 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/108.html Sun, 01 Jan 2006 23:41:11 GMT if i don't do this now, i'll never do it. and this is probably going to take me awhile to finish... the past year has been amazing... or even just the past few months. i honestly see that God has completely taken my life to an entire different course from when i first thought it would be. still remember when i planned my whole grade 11 and 12 year out so i could go into nursing, and everything else happened, almost seeming like it was all happening to make sure i don't get into nursing. coming out of grade 12, still quite lost and confused, it was not until i finished my provincial exams... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=108 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/107.html Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:34:39 GMT like i said in my xanga, it was not until yesterday did i ever actually took the time to reflect upon the meaning of remembrance day. it's been 7 years that i have spent parading on remembrance day, rain or shine. but it was not until yesterday that i actually took the time to realize why i have been doing this. it was not until yesterday have i actually appreciated remembrance days. yah sure everyone knows remembrance day is to remember those who lost their lives fighting the wars for their country... but is that what remembrance day mean to you, rather than what remembrance day... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=107 http://jonie.blogdrive.com/archive/106.html Fri, 04 Nov 2005 02:25:03 GMT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOOOO!!! don't worry, i'm not going through any psychological turmoil :P hehe. but boo, i don't know what to do with my summer this year. yes, i'm thinking about it already XD well i was really hoping to go back to HK this summer, but iunno... i might do a two month course instead, since our annual inspection for cadets this year is on June 10th... pretty late. and they do kinda need me there for training, considering... well... we have very few people that are actually qualified and are willing to train the cadets right now. Hopefully more people will step up as... (more) http://jonie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=106